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Hi hi! ^^ my name is
Ren! I started making websites and learning to design around
2005. This is my small little blog where I occasionally dump my thoughts into the void. In my free time I also like to design layouts plus other graphics, so I'll also upload them here for you guys when I can! :) Anywho, welcome to
Blissth~ if you're wondering what the word is from, it's the name of a song by the band
Sorority Noise! I actually don't listen to them much, but that song I like, and the name of it stuck out to me.
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♡ Updates/blog
6.25.25 - Well, where to start? After procrastinating for about 2 years now, I finally opened this site xD! Ok, so my excuse is quite long. I lived in PA my whole life, then in the last year I abruptly moved to Delaware, I did not like it. I met my boyfriend on Hinge, and then months later moved into his house in Maryland where I currently reside. So in retrospect I lived in a very populated/busy part of PA, and then in the last year moved to a very rural...slow part of DE/MD. It's been the most depressing transition in my entire life ngl. Long ago, like a decade, I attended college right after highschool and then later dropped out because I kept failing the math classes. I figured I'd just get a job full-time and work my way up, or I'd hopefully find my purpose eventually. Well, flash forward to now, I never anticipated the variable of moving to a rural area that has NO jobs. So I'm basically forced to take whatever I can get. I feel like I deeply screwed myself by thinking I'd be able to just stay in PA where there were jobs out the wazoo. Nope, so here I am, 30...about to try and get my bachelors degree! My mental health is awful so I can only be a FT student, PT worker, but I can
NOT be full time both! I get overstimulated and
will fail again. Idek if I can do this to begin with. My psychee and mental capacity is very fragile ;__; I'm deeply afraid of the future. I feel like I've wasted my entire 20s, and my crippling depression convinces me I can't make it better.
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